the feelings i feel inside

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

2010-07-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while he's got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while he's got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

2009-09-10T18:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN!!!!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday
hahahaha

:DD

2009-07-09T19:23:00.004+08:00

Okie I'll summarise all the July birthdays so far..
Happy Birthday to....

Catherine - 3rd July
Beverly - 4th July
Me, Ting Ting & Mdm Faridah - 5 July
Shirri and grandad - 6 July
Ci Jing - 7th July
Alice and PohChoo - 8th July

Coming soon....
Wainee - 14th July
Jia En (rosyth) - 16th July
Clara - 22nd July

2009-07-09T19:10:00.005+08:00

ALICE!!!! Sorry for the one day late post. hehehe.
Just wanted to wish you a....
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!
You're one year older now!!
Hope you had a wonderful birthday.
All the best in everything you do.
Enjoy your secondary life while it last. (:
Thanks for the memorable and fun last 2 years of primary school.
You really had and have been a great friend. Never failed to make me laugh and be there for me whenever.
Don't lose contact!!! Hope to see you very soon!!
Still remember your name backwards.... ROKECILA !!
I really missed those old times with Abigail and the rest.... laughing at almost every little thing
Hahaha

I Miss You!!!
Once again... Happy Birthday!!!

Love Always,
:DD

2009-07-05T15:34:00.031+08:00

Yeah.... today is supposedly to be my actual 15th Birthday. But what the fuck am I doing here at home blogging?? I should be out with my family at least. However, as usual, my birthday every year is a disaster when it comes to spending it with my family. My mum will always some how turn to a freaking bad mood and everything goes all wrong. Today's just like any normal day I have. My dad and two younger brothers are at my grandparents house and my mum... she's having her dragonboat class. Sounds like a wonderful birthday to you??
How I wish I could turn back time to yesterday and celebrate my birthday again with my friends.

I have to thank LIRONG a lot for organizing the bbq although it didn't really go as planned. But so what? we still had a bbq anyway, survivor style? hahaha. Thanks AQIL, HAFIZAH and the rest for being there.
AQIL: My first birthday with you!! Heee. I had loads of fun with you before the bbq started. From the long bus ride to buying food stuff for the bbq and to walking under the rain and sitting outside the toilet till the rain stopped. hahaha. Why outside the toilet, pple may ask? Bcos out of the freaking whole stretch of the beach, there was only one shelter and it was packed. So we had no other choice. Sadly, you had to leave early): Nevertheless, I love every milisecond I have with you. And thanks for the freaking awesome necklace! Love it :DD and also the sand sculpture you build! :DD

About the BBQ....
We had problems getting the bbq started cos we didn't book a pit. But who cares. Lirong they all managed to dig a hole at the beach and started a fire there. Everything actually fell into place. nth wrong really happened. Just that Aqil couldn't be there): and I didn't had my other closest friend to celebrate with.

LIRONG: I'll repeat once again.... Thanks for organizing the bbq. I really really enjoyed that day very much. I'll treasure it as no one has ever done something like that for me. Thanks for the huge huge red card too!! I'll hang it up my room wall. hahaha. You really have been a wonderful friend to me(:

HAFIZAH: Thank you also for helping out Lirong with the bbq stuff. Thanks for spending and wasting our time walking along the beacc. Picking up seashells and taking photo of the beautiful scenery. hahaha. My phone camera sucks! hehehe. Had lots of fun with you too. Lastly, thanks for necklace!! (:

And thanks to the other peeps who were there too! (Edwin, CK, Kian Leong, Everett, Regina, Vanessa, Jian Chang(sp?), Finn, Pei Yu, Zhen Wei) Catherine also for helping out but couldn't be there.

THANKS ALSO.....
ANNA: For the wonderful poem, the cute santa, the nice necklace and the cute notepad. hahaha. Actually most of all, I wanna thank you for being my closest friend, for being there for me whenever I needed help. The poem says it all. I had a nice and funny flashback while reading the poem. Kept smiling to myself. hahaha. BATH ESTATE!!! I'm gonna keep this 'speech' short and save it for your birthday (very very soon!!). hehe

SHERMAN: For the cute pencil case and those key chains. Seriously damn cute. You made me so scared to open your present. I don't know why also. hahaha. Thanks for all the laughter too!
:DD

To the rest for the presents and those who wished me too. (Catherine, Wainee, Sherye, Xinni, Clara, Beverly, Taufik, Ting Ting, Shenesse, Jia En(rosyth), Alice, Christie, Shirri, Yuen Sze, Smita, Rytha)
So there is it. This post was actually to say thanks to almost everyone. Just realised there's a lot of "thanks" in here. hehehe. Sorry if I accidentaly left anyone out.

Love you people!!! hahaha
:DD

What Day Is It?

2009-07-03T10:43:00.006+08:00

It's Catherine's 15th birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHERINE!!!!!
Hope you have a wonderful birthday
And a blessed and awesome year ahead.
All the best in everything you do!
Thanks for being there for me, never hesitating to lend a listening ear and a helping hand whenever I need one.
I really really appreciate it.
Today is your day, have fun although you'll be spending it on Speech Day,
At least your friends are around you on your exact birthday.
Don't be too stressed up, I'm sure this day will go on smoothly.
Enjoy it!!
Happy birthday once again, my awesome softball partner!!!
Love ya!

:DD

2009-07-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

ANYONE KNOWS AND HAVE THE SONG ENTITLED "TAKE ME AS I AM" BY JACK AND RAI?!?!?!?!
If you do, please please kindly send it to me. Thanks!!(:

I'll Never Ask For Anyone But You

2009-05-31T18:11:00.002+08:00

Oookay.... I somehow feel obliged to post. But ohh why not, since my blog is dying, I shall relive it.
School has ended and holidays have 'officially' started, I guess? The last week of school wasn't exactly how I wanted to spent it. PSL camp... Free day... Getting report book cum Maths Olympiad.
Let's start with the camp....
What can I say about this?? Obviously there were things that had gone wrong. Like our schedule being pushed back, games changed and stuff like that. However, the camp, I could say it was still quite okay. Fun most of the times especially during the mass games. That's like the only high point of the camp. hahaha. The one thing I hate about this camp was the debriefs after debriefs. Gosh, it was like hell. Sec ones debrief... sec two/ three facils debrief and then finally exco debrief. Serious lack of sleep for that two nights. I freaking tried my best not to sleep during the debriefs but I think I slipped into slumber land for quite a number of times. hehehe. The first night of the camp was o.m.g.!!! Totally never sleep throughtout the whole night. Well, maybe at most 15 minutes? while waiting for the sec ones to gather, me, Lirong, Aqil and Jerald slept on the floor. Nevertheless, I won't forget that morning cos something special happened(:
So the second day of camp..... had the outdoor adventure games thingy, wet games and many more. I was the station master for one of the games and since there were aprroximately 30mins intervals after each group came, i managed to catch some sleep. hehehe. Better than no sleep, i guess. hahaha. ---skip--- mass games with SC!! That was what I've been looking forward to for this camp. Really had lots of fun although most of the times I was just sitting up on stage with Aqil playing the radio(: Never wanted it to end. I think after that was debrief again! Sian!! The exco debrief was a killer, I swear. I couldnt tahan any longer, my eyes were like gonna close anytime soon and the aircon was freeeezing. It was like a dream eventhough I was awake, like everything was floating. And I don't like that feeling. So like finally at around 2am plus it ended. Bathe... took matresses from other dorms and dragged it all the way to the conference room. And we excos, slept there. All of us dozed off at around 3am. At last can sleep already but just for 3 hours. Once again, better than no sleep at all.
Third and final day of camp....
Woke up at 6am. First one to wake up cos of my alarm. hahaha. I was still so bloody damn sleepy. After that, slowly one by one wake up. Breakfast then area cleaning by sec ones. After all of that was done, we packed up, loaded our stuffs into the bus and we set off back to school. Camp was officially over. Tried to catch some sleep in the bus, but I can't. Partly cos monkey kept disturbing me when i tried to sleep. hahaha. But I don't mind actually(: Reached school after 30-45 mins. Unloaded the stuffs from the bus and put them into the student hub. And then we had a mini meeting there. Discussed about some issues and stuff. After that, I was trying to rush back up to class. I managed to look through my Amaths paper. Can say that I improved alot from common test(: From a fail to an A1 baby!! Then I think it was CE, miss ming came in to discuss about the Speech Day thing. Slept through the whole period cos I was really damn sleepy. After CE was over, the whole class went to the com lab to do some survey shit. And school was finally over. Went around school to look for teachers for my papers. Managed to check through my Physics and Geography. I'm so damn careless for both papers but I think i scored fairly well for them. Still can do better though... Then, me, Hafizah, Anna and Lirong went to the canteen to eat a little before heading back home. Walked home together. At home, I unpacked my bag, washed up and slept all the way till 8pm. hahaha. Freaking nice sleep. After that, at night still can sleep somemore.

Free Day!!!...
What an enjoyable day, I must say. My class went to East Coast. Waited for quite a while before we could get going cos Isaac had to do stuff and Eldora and Bryn didn't call the school up to inform us that they weren't coming. So yeah we had to wait. And we set off at around 8 plus plus. Reached East Cost at around 9. We were supposed to be doing bonding activities but I dont know why Miss Nai let us do anything we want. So me, Anna, Smita, Clara, Gwee Yuan, Yuan Ning, Elaine, Beverly and can't rmb who else, went to rent bikes. We cycled to some eating place, rest and got drinks. After that Elaine, Yuan Ning and Beverly decided to go back. So Smita came up with an idea to cycle all the way to Changi Beach. And me and the rest followed her since we had alot of time. It was a looong and tiring journey but still we really had lots of fun. We didnt exactly cycled all the way to Changi Beach but stopped just somewhere along the runway of Changi Airport. Cycled back to East Coast. Man my legs were like jelly! But I would love to do that again. THANKS SMITA!!!! Assembled at Macs and we were dismissed shortly after. Part of the class went for bowling. Me, Gwee Yuan and Anna went home. Met Elaine at the bus stop. And it was home sweet home(:

Friday, Last day of school ):
Could go to school at a later time. I forgot what we did for the first half an hour but the last half an hour, we got back our report books. YAY!!! I'm kinda proud of myself. Really.... I never thought that I would do this good. But still I could do so much better especially for Malay!! 7th in class and level(: After that, had Maths Olympiad -.- absolutely boooring!!!! The teacher told us to do the qns on our own. I tried to do them and halfway through I gave up and slept. hehehe. I've been sleeping in class these few days. I have to stop it!!! When the lesson was over, i dropped by Sherman's house to pass him some form then walked home with monkey(:
Spent an hour plus talking with him under my block before he had to leave for prayers(:

I hate holidays!! I prefer having school.
Well... at least there's still extra classes and stuff next week. And softball tranings (sian!!!!).
I think I shall end off here. BYE!!!! Happy Holidays pple!!
:DD

I'll Treasure Those Short Moments We Spent Together(:

Paranoid? Maybe.

2009-05-12T19:40:00.004+08:00

Exams officially starts in two days' time. A lot of drama shits have been happening lately. What a wonderful time for all of this to occur! I just hope I'll be able to concentrate on studying for now. Get Mid Year over and done with. I need my older brother by my side now. Seems like he's the only one I can fully trust and talk about things. Sadly, he's away, serving NS. Although he will come back during the weekends, I still don't have the time to talk to him cos he'll usually go out with his friends.

I hate the feeling that I'm being pushed aside. (not referring to my brother)
I hate having to always feel that I've done wrong to someone.
I hate pretending that everything's okay.
But these are all just feelings. Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
I think it's my fault for putting myself through all these shit.
I'm gonna try to put all of these behind, concentrate and do well for exams.
Hopefully what I'm feeling/ thinking is not true.

So people, All The Best For Mid Year. Study Smart!!

Behind A Simple Smile, Lies A Whole Lot Of Pain.

D.I.E ! ! !

2009-03-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

Like OMGZXZXZX 2moro is the start of Common Test already!!
Hope I'll able to do well for it. *prays* hehehehe
2moro is English Paper 1 and 2 and Physics too. I think I'll have problems doing Physics.
Definitely gonna screw up the graph sections. hahahaha. Totally have no idea how to interpret them.
Gosh!!! HELP!!!!

Okay so anyway, just wanted to wish all of you good luck and all the best.

Bye!!!
:DD

2009-02-16T16:27:00.007+08:00

Wow it's like coming to one month since i last blogged. hahahaha. Lazy arh. Anyway nobody ever reads my blog, so why blog? hahaha okie.
So it was Valentine's Day 2 days ago (: It was just any other normal day to me. Didn't go out until in the evening. Catherine asked me to drop by her sister's accessories shop. Went to Plaza S'pura to find Catherine and Yuan Ning. Only when I met them, then I know the shop isn't there but outside SMU. hahahaha. Catherine!!!! You tell me wrong info. Nvm(: Gave Cat a shock and she accidentally spilled her drink. hehehe very sorry!! Waited for them to finish their mouth- watering meals. Then walked around to find valentine gifts but still had no idea what to buy so I gave up and we walked to the shop. Bought something... then we lepak for awhile and called my dad to pick me and yyn up. Send her off then back home :D

Thank you pple for the sweet valentine gifts :DD
Anna: for the card and a star bottle filled with saga seeds (:
Smita: for the glass bottle (:
Hafizah: for the wrapped candies (:
Catherine: for the pink rose and that cute wobbly wobbly thing (: hahaha don't know wad its called
Afiqah: for the card and chocolate (:
Clara: for the yummy cookies (:
Sherye: for the heart and note (:
Peimin: for the chocolate(:
Elaine: for the hug (:

THANK YOU VERY MUCH :DDDDDD

hehehe I think that's all. Bye!!

Damn these feelings.

2009-01-20T20:14:00.004+08:00

Fucking kaopei coach.
:DD
hahahaha whatever! he's so !@#$%^&*
Pple already want to pick up the damn ball, he still want to scold me for not picking it up. Blind sia. He just have something against me.

Here's to Taufik who asked me to update. hahahaha here it is, one short one.
and GO DO UR JEJAK BUKU LAH. Later Cikgu Nasli minus marks again. Hahahaha
Ohh yeah, I just realised that in Internet Explorer, my blog's font size is bigger than usual. hahahaha so use Fire Fox instead.

OK BYE!!!
:DD

2009-01-08T16:26:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! English lessons are very very boring sia. Ok anw.... Maths is always the best. Miss Nai is so damn funny and cute. Hahahaha. Ohh yeah, Sherman keep waving to me during these few lessons. HAHAHAH cos his class is directly opposite mine. I'll skip to Social Studies period.

This is how bad my history and a few others' are......

Qn: What happen during July 1964? (or something like that)
Ans: Independence

HAHAHAHAHAHA WTH RIGHT.
There's this new Indonesian guy in malay class. He's name is super nice!!

okie that's all(:
BYE PEEPS!!!!

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
- Breakeven- The Script

:DD

2009-01-05T19:41:00.006+08:00

Today, we had the Sec One Orientation Camp. Man, this year's one is so suckish. Don't even have a damn campfire. What kind of camp doesn't have a campfire one. NONSENSE. Anw, today is kinda okay lah. Some classes were so hard to manage. I LIKE 1B AND 1D!!! There was this guy, forgot which class he's from... I scolded him and he gave me the cute puppy face. HAHAHA so cute!!! I want mass games lah!! especially merry go round. That's all I'm looking forward for 2moro. Hehehehe.

Okie I'm too lazy to carry on writing about today. So.... Let's meet my brother, Farain. I know it's kinda random. But I have nth better to write about. So here it is.

2009-01-01T11:13:00.003+08:00

Okay..... So it's 2009 already. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! and i just realised that I like to start a post with either 'okay' or 'okie'. Hahahaha. Here's the very first post of 2009.
Life during 2008 was like having life on a bullet train. This make sense right?? Hahaha. It passed so fast. I'm so not ready to become a Sec 3.

The countdown show last night was kinda suckish. Really. Hady ruined 'the man who can't be moved'. At exactly 12 midnight, tried to wish some pple a happy new year. I think the signal thing kinda jammed or something. I had to resend for countless of times. Hahaha. So after watching the fireworks display (on tv), watched some malay love story for awhile. Then went to sleep. Stupid freaking pple across the road having karaoke until so loud. Cannot sleep lah. So, smsed Anna and Sherman until those pple stopped singing :D

Once again.....

HAPPY 2009 PEOPLE!!!!

2008-12-30T21:00:00.004+08:00

and i'm in love with this song from the movie, 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging'
hahahaha hehehe it's called 'Ultraviolet'. It's so nice!!! Awesome movie too! :DD
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That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

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<33>

I am so tired!!!

2008-12-30T20:12:00.004+08:00

Helloooo!! Man, my legs are aching and tired. Sigh....
Today had training -.- The sun was like scorching hot sia. Now I freaking have sun burn, my face and neck are really red like tomato. Hahaha. Hopefully it disappears before school reopens, if not I'll be like a walking tomato. After training, me and Sherye went to find Catherine, we waited for Jirayu to come. Sherye disappeared all of a sudden. Hehehe, didn't know where she went to. When Jirayu came, waited for him to buy his books. Then, me, Cat, hiim, Justin, Ci Jing and Bin hao bused to Jirayu's house at typ to put the things down. ooo yeah he bought Cat this super cute teddy bear!! Walked to some basketball court. Jirayu J- walks until like siao, even the others guys didn't dare to follow. hahahaha. Watched them play basketball for like 4hrs plus. Wth lah, I was actually just gonna borrow a malay book and go home but because the library is like so damn far away and I didn't know how to get there. So no choice, have to wait for them to finish playing. -.- Ohh yar! Forgot. Zaw Myo came also. A few hours later Justin and Zaw Myo left. After they were all satisfied with playing, we walked back to Jirayu's house again. Saw his guardian. He's a really nice man(: Waited, for Ci Jing to change then we walked to the library. Bin Hao left also. Thanks Cat, Ci Jing and Jirayu a lot for helping me pick a malay book. Hahahaha. And sorry for making you wait. hehe. Then we walked again to the bus stop. Waited for freaking 73 for so long. A lot of walking today. -Home-

Now doing maths hmwk. Gonna finish already! weeeee.

BYE!!!
:DD

2008-12-29T18:17:00.004+08:00

Okay..... here's to revive my almost one month dead blog. I'm just too lazy to blog even though I'm using the com often. hehehe. Whatever. First of all....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINNI!!!!

Actually today supposed to have a party or something but it ended up being canceled. So I went for the psl meeting. At least more people came. Stupid shit, it was so damn boring! Watching the others practice and blah blah blah. Jerald is one lazy person. Really really lazy!! Even just to write the word "gold" on the 'flag', he asked me to do it. -.- (x1000000) After all that, we got dismissed. Followed Rytha to buy her books then she, me, Sherye, Chen Yan and Don went to eat at Prata House. LOL. It was damn fun. Sherye laughed like crazy. She accidentally sprayed a gay looking guy with her "toiletbowl". Hahahaha!!! After we ate, I accompanied Sherye to her bus stop and then back home (:

And oh my shitzx I haven't finish holiday hmwk. I'm so gonna die if i don't finish it in time. I seriously need to borrow a malay book for that freaking book review hmwk and finish up on maths. This 2 month holiday really passed super fast and now school is starting again in a few days' time. I'm not ready to become a sec 3 yet!!!

Okie I'm off to do maths now. Bye!!!
:DD

Hong Kong Trip. 30/11 - 5/12

2008-12-09T15:02:00.007+08:00

Okieee. Now that I'm in the mood to blog, I shall post about the HK trip last week(: I think it would be one long and boring post. So you people don't have to read this. Hahahaha. Photos will be uploaded some other day.

Day 1, Sunday:
Woke up at like 4.15am I think. Bathed, get ready and do a last minute check on my things.
Headed down to the car with the damn softball equipments. I should really get CIP points for this. Went to fetch Catherine. Waited quite awhile for her. hahahaha. There were this group of mats at the void deck. Creeeepy. Then my dad sent both of us to the airport. We were kinda early cos there were no traffic at all. Awhile later Elaine came then Sherye too. She was almost late. hehehe. When everybody was there already, we all checked in together. After that, me, Catherine, Sherye and Elaine walked around, ate sausage pratas and spent most of our time in the toilet. ><>

Day 2, Monday:
Wake up call at I think 7? Can't remember. Washed up then waited for Cat to get ready, went down and waited for some more pple. Went to some restaurant to have our breakfast. As always, me and Zul had a totally different meal. After breakfast, we went to the Wet Land Park. It's so much better and bigger than Sungei Buloh of course. Had our lunch then proceeded to a school to have our friendly match. It was only for the girls. We had a match against the boys team at a basketball court. -.- My hands were freezing throughout the whole match. Funny, playing softball on a basketball court. Another funny thing was, the shower rooms had no doors. Changed then went for dinner. I think my dinner sucked. We went to watch the Symphony of Lights. It wasn't as good as I would have want it to be. Like what Sherye said on her blog, I told them that the amount of electricity they used could power my house for one year. hahahaha maybe even longer. Back to the hotel. Bathed, played for awhile then sleep. Kind of a short day...

Day 3, Tuesday:
I think the wake up call was 8. Had our breakfast. The others had Dim Sum again. hahaha. I can't remember what I had. Headed down to some street for shopping. The price there are not so much of a difference than Singapore. Bought myself a nike water bottle and a top. Cat bought a super nice nike bag. hahaha. After shopping, we went to another school. It was the boys turn that day. They are lucky, they got to play at a real field. hahaha. It was again freezing cold and windy there. No.10 of the other team is super hot!!! A lot of the other girls were crazy over him too. hahaha. Meisian had a chance to take photos with him. We went to have our dinner after that and went to Ladies Street to shop again. Bargained until like siao. Thanks alot Cat for being so patient! hahaha. Bought things for my family and Wainee there. Then back to the hotel.

Day 4, Wednesday:
Woke up early. Again can't remember what time. Walked down to a small cafe to have our breakfast. Went to Hong Kong Disneyland after that. Man, it was huge!! It was a loooong journey there. Managed to catch some sleep. Had a tour around disneyland cum lessons. Learnt about animations and how to draw mickey mouse. My mickey mouse look oversized. hahahaha. After that it was free and easy. Took a train ride around there. Went to take this rollercoaster ride called Space Mountain. We took it I think over 5 times. Then to some Tarzan treehouse thingy. After awhile, from a big group consisting of me, Cat, Sherye, Yuan Yuan, Xue Yi, Shenesse, Jia En and Clarine, it came down to only me, Jia En and Clarine. We went to different shops and browsed around. The things there are freaking expensive. One small keychain cost S$10. Me and Jia En split the cost of two mickey mouse glove. Bought it for my mum's colleague who was so kind to lend me his camera. :DD The whole day was just at Disneyland. It is by far the most boring theme park I've ever known. So peeps, if you ever want to go to HK, please don't go to Disneyland. Go to Ocean Park instead. Watched this fireworks show. It was kinda nice. After all of that, we finally had our dinner at the hotel's restaurant. Miss Tam was so fed up of what me and Zul were given to eat that she complained to the tour manager and insisted that we go somewhere else to get our own food. So we headed to some muslim restaurant along with the tour manager, Mr Lee and his wife. After getting our food, we went back to the hotel.

Day 5, Thursday:
Woke up early again. Had our breakfast. hahaha Dim Sum as usual for the others. Went to some farming ground to have our CIP programme. It lasted like only 30mins? hahahaha But the walk through and fro was I think even longer. When walking back to the bus, me and Cat talked to one of the guys in charge there. His parents are staying here in Singapore. Cool. Had our lunch then went to a field in the middle of a construction ground. hahahaha. Dont know who said that this field and the one we went on Tuesday was the only two baseball/softball field they have in HK. It was the boys turn again. They played against the same team, the girls played against on the 2nd day. After that, we went to have our lunch then back to the hotel. Bathed then started packing up. Sherye and Zheng Rong came to our room. Played a few card games then they both left. They came back again asking me and Cat to follow them cos Zheng Rong wanted to buy something to eat. Dont know what happen next then I decided to sleep and Cat watched tv instead. hehehe. Sorry I never pei you to wherever you wanted to go.

Day 6, Friday (Last Day) :
Wake up call at 8! Washed up and did last minute packing up before we went down. Sherye woke up late and used our bathroom cos Cassandra was using hers. hahaha. Went to have our breakfast then headed to a factory outlet. Walked around with Sherye while Cat went to Macs. Bought things for Anna, Hafizah and my older brother. Sorry to some people, I couldnt get things for you cos I had not enought money ): Met Catherine out of nowhere then we three walked around some more. After that we headed for the airport. Checked in, sat and ate at burger king to kill time. Gathered somewhere and waited for more people to come then we went to boarding gate. Waited more. Boarded the plane. Was actually suppose to sit with Hendry but Sherye changed place with him. Yay!! Watched "Ghost Town". Man it was boring. Slept halfway through the show. Touched down, claimed our luggage. I have to bring back the equipments again -.- Singapore is hot. Sent Catherine home then back to my own home. I miss the weather at HK ):

I had alot of fun!! Thank you guys, especially Catherine and Sherye for the fun times there!! oooo and also Clarine who made me somersault on the bed ):< hahahahaha(: I want to go back there again but I heard that it has a bird flu outbreak.
hahahaha

:DD

2008-11-25T20:14:00.004+08:00

Ohh man... The Hong Kong trip is like nearing so fast. Somehow, I'm not really hyped about it. I don't really look forward to it cos we're gonna have training and friendly matches with the peeps there. People want to go there and have a nice holiday, instead we will be wasting 2 days doing those shits. Sigh... and I haven't start packing yet.
Today's training was like a pile of shit as always. With coach pms-ing everytime. Did the same old thing: fielding, batting and tyre batting. OHH and become darker after every training. After that, we waited so long for Mr Lee just for him to say to say not to be late on the flight date. And he keeps emphazising it on me cos I'll be keeping the equipments. hehehe. Most of what he said was in chinese so I just sat there pretending that I knew what was going on(: It sucks not being able to understand chinese. Garhh!!! Someone please teache me!! Hahahaha. Okay... the equipments were super heavy. Luckily I called my maid down for help and that Sherye was also willing to help. THANK YOU!!! Ohh yeah!!! Mr Lee almost wanted to ask coach to give me a ride home. Like omfg!!!(x100000) Luckily he didn't. I'm being so mean but I don't ever want to get anywhere near him or his car OR let him know where I live. Eeeeeeek!! So after having a hard time carrying all those stuff home, me and Sherye went to buy bubble tea. Hehehehe then walked her to fiqie's block and went home(:
That's kinda all for today. I don't know how to pack!! My mum is so gonna nag seeing me still not started on packing. hahahaha.

This feelings sucks.
I have to move on but I don't know how to.

L.O.L

2008-11-19T19:36:00.004+08:00

Today.... I can say that it was actually very fun. Went out with Catherine and Sherye, actually to go shopping but we spent most of our time finding our way around Orchard. Man, I haven't been there for a super long time. Hehehe. Yes, I'm pathetic(: One of the escalators was not working so we had to climb it, me and Sherye were laughing like mad people because we were tired(: We wanted to go to Lido I think and we were at far east plaza there which was like just opposite of it. We were kinda lost and damn blur of the surroundings so we didn't really notice that it was just opposite. Ok so this is the most stupidest thing anyone could do.... we actually took a cab just to freaking get to the other side. And we could have just easily crossed the damn road. Catherine wasted $5 because of our dumbness. HAHAHAHAHA. When we reached there, I was like "wth!! we took a cab just to get to the opposite side" And we all laughed like crazy especially Sherye. Hahaha. We watched Madagascar 2. First time for me but the 2nd time for Catherine and Sherye. Hehehe. Nice show((: but it was freezing cold inside the theatre and i didn't bring a jacket. After the show, we trained down to City Hall. Damn! it was raining heavily when we were there. People like us who took a cab just to get to the opposite side, didn't bring an umbrella. So we had no choice but to run/walk in the rain to get to Peninsular. We were freaking drencehd. Cat and me had water trapped inside our shoes. hahahaha. Lucky Sherye, she wore slippers. Cat bought an oversized shirt to wipe herself O.O then we went to the toilet to dry ourselves. Okie, so we tried on like so many skinnies and we ended up just buying one for each of us. Well, actually I bought normal jeans. After that, we went back out and it was still raining. So we bought an umbrella to share. Hahaha. Walked back to City Hall, keep going up and down the escalators because we went to the wrong level. Thanks to me. wahahaha. We trained to Toa Payoh. Blah blah blah. Me and Sherye took 73 home while Catherine took some other bus. I cant remember.

I think that's kinda all. I know I missed out alot of the fun things that happened, I just can't remember it.

and ROCKETMAN IS STILL SUPER HAWT!!
:DD

2008-11-18T18:24:00.005+08:00

ROCKETMAN IS SUPER HAWT!!!!!!!! Ahhhhh

(: or ): ?

2008-11-04T20:45:00.005+08:00

Okayyy... I got into the class i wanted to go. Well, not exactly but all the subjects I wanted is in that class. But the thing is, I'm not feeling happy. I don't know why but yeah. Weeeird. Maybe it's just that I want to be with the same people in 2G. I know there are people in our class who always gets on our nerves, like Noven. However, without those people, 2G will not be the same now. And there are also many internal conflicts going on but I just want everything to be the same.

......................

EXHAUSTED!!!! x_x

2008-10-31T18:23:00.008+08:00

Just came back from training.... man it was tiring. I'm like super worned out now. My legs are so wobbly like jelly because of the damn pushing tire exercise. Hahaha. I didn't get to bat ): stupid coach keep asking me catch flyball.
Ohh yeah... Me and other people went to The Science Center for some candy making session. It was quite fun lah except for the "lesson" on sugar. The teacher's actions were so funny. Me, Elaine and Anna kept laughing to ourselves. We made some weird lollipop which took me a million years to finish eating. Hahaha. And also CANDY FLOSS!!! Weeeee. After that lesson, we three together with fizzly and jessica ate lunch at Macs then went around science center. Elaine fell in love with a bunch of big- sized angmohs there. We played some weird but fun game which we need to press the lighted up buttons as fast as possible. We then board the school bus and went back to school. Straight after that, I waited for Sherye to come then we went for the PSL meeting about the farewell party. The theme of it is "Bling Bling" What in the world are we suppose to wear for that theme. Bling bling???? Hmmmmm...... Ok, after meeting, i rushed to training. Went to buy bubble tea after training with Sherye!<3>

I think that's all for today. Hehehe. Will hopefully blog again(:

Well, It's Nice To Finally Talk To Someone Who Understands...

:DD

2008-10-27T18:38:00.005+08:00

Okay Wainee! I finally changed my blog skin. hehehe. I think it won't look crazy in firefox now.

Exams are over. PSL camp is also over. And now holidays have started. Sian... I want to have school. Staying at home is seriously very boring.
Okie i will tell you people what i got for finaly year exams. (Grades only)
English: B3
Malay: B4
Maths: A1
Science: A1
Geog: A1
History: B3
Lit: A1
D&T: A1
Home Econs: A1
Art: B3

Class Position: 6/33
Level Postion: 9/ 125 :DD

okay, I think i still can do better. Garhh! I must stop expecting so much of myself. hahaha
Art still sucks to the core and so does the teacher. (:

-You Act Distant Like I'm Not There-

:DD

2008-08-01T19:17:00.007+08:00

hey people!!
just wanted to say that i might not be using blogger anymore
but i think i will not delete this blog, i'll just let it rot here
heehee(:

:DD

click five concert!!!!!

2008-06-02T16:37:00.006+08:00

OMG!!!! THE CLICK FIVE CONCERT WAS FREAKING AWESOME MAN....BEST CONCERT I'LL EVER HAVE...I WANNA GO AGAIN!!!!!!! kyle and ben romans ARE damn hawt!!! *heart melts* ben was like rolling on the floor during his keyboard solo, joey's(drummer) solo was like damn cool lah. his hands movements was super fast. and they sang songs from the previous album, kyle apparently didnt sound like he was on helium hehehe. and he kept dancing like crazy. should have bought standing tickets sia. its so much nearer. ben threw his towel, kyle threw his bottle and guitar pick and joey threw his drumsticks lah. wth so wasted!! but at least can see them clearly...my brother was like dancing also O.O a side of him i nvr knew. hahaha. i was able to snap a few shots of the concert but quite blur. heeee. i cant lose my voice!!! i still sound perfectly normal :( i'll upload the photos when i feel like it. heeeee :DD

OHH i forgot something....i think somebody fainted during the concert cos i saw some paramedics rushing back to the backstage with a stretcher but didnt see if got anybody on it. hahahaha

and anna, I BLOGGED. be happy hahaha

:DD

9/5/08

2008-05-09T13:52:00.004+08:00

You act distant like i'm not there.....

so today got no school....sigh.... its so gawd damn boring at home. have nth to do. when in school, i wanna go home but when at home already i wanna go back to school. hahaha im weird. i already cannot stand one day without sch, imagine how it would be like during june holidays. tat would be TERROR. haha.
and im so not looking forward to getting back history paper any time soon though. i think i would get a heartattack even if i manage to pass. hahaha. i wanna get back science paper. cos i think its the best paper i've done among the rest. hopefully can really get A1 for it and pass malay. i just dont seem to be able to pass malay paper 2 ever since i step into seconday school. seriously. i dont rmb passing malay paper 2 for exams, only for tests. hehee.
ohh, jason is now out of AI. :'( his voice is like heaven. hahaha. he was so cute last night during the elimination round...

seacrest: "so what challenges did you manage to overcome??"
jason : "my brain being dead most of the time"
hahahaha!!! he could even joke around when he got elminated like nth happened.

looking forward to watch "ayat-ayat cinta". it seems to look like a nice movie. haha in the newspapers they said it is " the highest grossing film in indonesian cinema history". woooo, it must really be tat good. haha. the song its like damn nice also lah, same title as the movie. im in love with 3 songs now..."ayat-ayat cinta", "fuse" and "fall for you".

christie and i are SNAILORS !!!. hahaha. random.
yesterday, hafizah and anna came to my house. hafizah left like half an hour later, anna stayed longer. we both got nth to do. then we just chat with sherman. hahaha. he kept insulting me. i ask him to write my chinese name in chinese, he wrote the word "idiot" -.-'''
he changed hafizah's pm to " all the words that i came up with, they're like kerosene on chicken wings." HAHAHA!!!
sherman: --said something mean--
me : you suck man
sherman: eww
HAHAHAHA. then he showed us a pic of anna during sports day on the track. then he was like "anna, stop scrathing your ears." HAHAHAHA

ok, i think tats all i wanna write about. heeeeeeee :DD

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

8/5/08

2008-05-08T10:17:00.004+08:00

WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad i wanna get for all my subjects

english - B3
malay - B4
maths - A1/A2
science - A1/A2
lit - B4
history - a pass will do(c6)
D & T - A1
Art - A1

and i declare history the worst paper i have ever taken in my 14 yrs tat im in this world
it sucked shit. eng and malay paper one was okay i guess. science was the easiest paper of all and i really wanna get A1 for it :DD. maths paper one and lit was manageable. this was the first time i felt tat i could actually pass malay. weeeeeeee. and today, i couldnt bloody finish maths. but still iwanna get A1 for maths. wahahaha. high hopes. anna and hafizah forced me to blog, tats why i have nth to write :DD

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

22/4/08

2008-04-22T18:00:00.011+08:00

hello peeps, im back after a few weeks

im just too lazy to blog. mid year exams are coming. damn it. like freaking next week. AHHH i hate exams. damn the person who came up with "Exams", "Tests" and everything else tat test ur knowledge about a certain subject. cikgu has split personalities. sometimes happy, sometimes angry and so unresonable. during malay, we just went through the test we did last week, amazingly i passed. by 3 marks only but at least got pass. ohh and we also had spelling. which was crappy the words were all so chim. next was maths, we had maths test. dont know how many layers of correction tape i used. simultaneous equations kills brain cells by millions. recess. after tat was lit, i wasnt paying attention much. just crapping with anna, clara and sherman. cant rmb about wad though. maths was next again. sigh... we still havent really finish the damn textbook yet. 2 periods of english, my damn leg didnt come. we had to do some proposal letter writing. after that was science. cant rmb wad we did. ohh yeah according to anna and sherman, miss toh spit a white bubbly foam when she was screaming her heads of at our class.

stayed back for maths supp class. me, sherman, anna and clara were crapping again. sherman keep making fun of my noise. keep measuring it and said it is elongated. wtf lah. he's one mean person. he said tat everything can fit into my nose -.- ohh and we kept making fun of miss toh, making actions like cannot stop drewling kind of thing. it was damn fun lah. i threw sherman's assesment book and bottle at the staircase going up. dont know if he manage to find it. hahaha
he's a person who can make u laugh even if ur the one getting insulted. so i laughed my ass off eventhough he kept on insulting me about my nose
PS: MY NOSE IS PERFECTLY NORMAL SIZED!!!!
OHH AND DAMN IT, 2moro is 2.4 ARGHH!!!! im so gonna screw it up man. i think i retake it 4 times last year just to pass the bloody thing. and its only by a few milliseconds. im pathetic, i know. 5 itmes on friday, well at least i prefer it to 2.4. if only its 1.6 still, at least i can pass it with no problem.

Mr Fung is a super weird teacher. why must mr theepan leave, he's like the only normal history teacher we ever got. and tat mr fung is so childish, he brought a spongebob which will make some kind of noise to class one of the days before. like ???. and he throws it at pple who doesnt pay attention. i think he's a peadophile(sp?) and he somehow looks like a psychopathic person to me. hahaha. i dont know why but yar. hehehe
tats all for today, i guess. chow!!

Hoping the story will twist once again...
I caught a glimpse of heaven...

3/4/08

2008-04-03T19:10:00.006+08:00

THIRD POST IN A ROW!!! HEHE XDD

today was the v&v thing.....like omg lah....my heart was beating damn fast....and i was so freaking nervous. i couldnt calm myself down and jus wanted to pee...when it was my turn....my whole body was trembling like crazy. esp my hands and legs....even from where sherman was sitting, he could see my hand trembling...tat means almost everybody can see....AHHHH! so embarrassing. and the mic was so high up, at my nose there...im just glad tat its over and i may not have to do it ever again YAY!! but its a good experience though... hehehe..

during art...something freaky happened to anna and hafizah but i wasnt there. it was a good and also a bad thing tat i wasnt there...i dont want to talk about it...if u want to know go read anna's blog. next was english...my damn leg never come again!!!!...next was pe...captain's ball again :)
...recess... then i think it was history...mr theepanese never come also...mdm leck and him probably went out on a date or something...hahaha...after tat was maths...miss toh was happy again... so weird lah...i think it would be every alternate days...PMS i tell you... or she may just be suffering from major mood swings disorder. next was science...we did some fun experiments again :D and last was malay....cikgu pee and all her unreasonable-ism again. she's jus one damn crapy teacher

it was raining down on our training again halfway YIPPEE!!! all the world rejoice
hahaha
then we were jus slacking/doing hmwk in the canteen....i went to the art room to "help out"
and miss haizah told us more freaky things abt the room AHHH!!!!...
OHH and crystal said tat firdaus likes me...which is not true...i think o.O hahaha

bulldog security guard was not happy bcos me,crystal and elaine were playing with water puddles
he's another pms person...pple play also got problem. not as if the rain water is yours...
he said tat he's gonna rmb our faces and do something to us 2moro in malay....go find trouble else where dude :DD

i think tats all for today!!! :)

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

2/4/08

2008-04-02T20:11:00.004+08:00

d&t was crap today....i was so scared and dont know how to cut out my base...hahaha
i know im pathetic :DD i was like so scared if i overshot the line or sumthing....
maths was a huge pile of shit....miss toh is like having pms>>pre-menstruational syndrome...seriously lah. yesterday so happy, laugh at the milk thing. then today so angry. then rush through chapter 5. she got so angry when shirri didnt understand wad she was teaching...
pple dont understand then explain again lah...like its gonna kill u like tat...then after recess it was maths again...and she wasnt tat angry...she has super mood swings man.....history was ok
english...my damn leg(mdm leck) didnt come!!!! so we jus did some grammar ws...lit was boring as usual...i jus had to say out some lines -.-....next it was malay...wad more can i say abt malay periods....cikgu PEE and all her unreasonable-ism...she freaking asked anna to change place..
cos me and her keep laughing alot just now....we're just gonna ignore her, if she ask to change place again...but hopefully she forgets abt it by 2moro
AND OMG!!!!! 2MORO GOT V&V ALREADY AHHHHHHHH!!!
each time i think abt it....my heart will keep beating so fast till it feels like coming out
hahaha...im so freaking nervous....the whole school will be watching me if i ever make anymistakes
AHHHHHHH!!!!! im just gonna read, calm myself down, not to think too much about it and get it over and done with as fast as i can...YEAH!! easier said than done
hahaha
but hopefully i wont start laughing and run off stage hahaha

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

1/4/08

2008-04-01T19:26:00.005+08:00

yeah it is april fools day today
hehehe

all i can say abt today is tat....
cikgu Pee is a freaking no life bitch....she kept scolding me for dropping my pen
and asked me to stop fidgetting, like wth lah, i cant jus sit down there and stare at the pen
like its gonna come to you or wadever
stupid bitch...

ohh and another thing....
during english period, cos everybody was hogging up my seat, so i just sat on the floor behind amirrudin's chair and mdm leck didnt even notice
HAHAHA

yesterday, during science...
we were doing some experiment, and anna forgot to turn off her gas tap.... and mdm faridah could smell the gas.... then she was like "OMG WADS TAT SMELL?!?!...ANNA, YOU WANT TO KILL ME IS IT?!?! I GOT THREE CHILDREN AT HOME, YOU KNOW!!!"
WAHAHAHA
sherman kept singing 'dont cha' during cme period...sounded so gay hahaha
and miss mok stalks our class everytime during d&t

i think tats all for today... :DD

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

2008-03-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

It doesn't take much to learn
when the bridges that you burn
Leave you stranded feeling alone
It doesn't take much to cry when you're living in a lie
And deceiving that someone who cares
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

And now The hills are getting hard to climb
I'm runnin' out of time
My decisions are pending on you
And I will accept the blame for burnin' out the flame
Hoping the story will twist once again
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

Now I'm Layin' it all on the line
For you

And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you
Can change the way I feel
so tell me what's the deal
Don't say
Don't say it's too late

-Don't say it's too late by Westlife

my blog is dead, so i just felt like puting the lyrics there
:DD

malaysia trip

2008-03-13T11:45:00.007+08:00

THE MALAYSIA TRIP WAS SUPER FUN
hahaha....and i actually didnt feel like going at first
the whole thing of doing ws, reflections and stuff just ruined the fun
the teachers forced us to do it in the bus....and i almost felt like puking
but overall it was a fun and memorable trip

the kampong pple was nice...the food was nice. it was the first time tat i actually like to eat vegetables o.O haha. I WANNA CONTINUE PLAYING THE CAK LEMPONG THING.
ITS SOOOO FUN. practiced so much but end up not doing well for the performance
hahaha....all of us, playing the gamelan couldnt rmb but the other schools gave us support.
tat was kinda shocking.haha. dont know if they were jus being sarcastic or wad.

the last day, we went to the museum...not allowed to take photos bcos they have complaints tat THINGs appear in their pics...scary... the bed where the sultan sleeps...every morning it will be messy as if someone had slept there O.O. felt a little uncomfortable. then there was a black cat meowing downstairs some more. ahhhh. still have more activities but im lazy to talk about it now.

and im having softball like almost everyday....havent start on any hmwk yet
ahhhh so hectic...its not gonna be a holiday for me *cries*

-Hoping the story will twist once again-

POEM

2008-03-02T14:17:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHHH ANNA!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAT POEM
AHHHHHHHHH ITS SO FEREAKING NICE
IM IN LOVE WITH IT :DDDD

Ashiqah is a kind soul
A very good person to share everything with
She’s the best anyone can ask for
I’m the one you should believe

She doesn’t bother me when ahem’s around
Only when I look at her, all she does is smiles
I respect her loyalty & faithfulness
Respect her when she’s found

She’s a lover of laughing
And never seems to be down
Upset her & you’re dead
You’ll be hell-bound

She’s so damn fun to be with
Never fails to put a smile on your face
She’s the one who NEVER betrays
All your secrets are safe

GAWD, ITS SO NICE RITE??? BE JEALOUS
hahaha
hehehe

-there come a day when u walk out of my dreams-

6/2/08

2008-02-06T16:19:00.001+08:00

today was such a relaxed day....FT period, miss toh went through info about cny for tat cps quiz or something like tat. i didnt pay attention...only talked to anna and sherman. sherman kept pestering me to tell him who i like. i had no choice but to tell him cos it was irritating. he guessed it himself...and it was correct lah walau. i regret telling him. AHHHH i scared he would spread it around. we three continued talking after miss toh left. he kept teasing me. damn it. anna had an even worse day...bcos of sherman.....junjie and jin fa now noe her secret also. he reminded rayson also...shouldnt have cos rayson had actually forgotten already. jinfa kept staring at anna. HAHAHA!! talk talk talk non stop....went to the hall after tat....had tat cps thing. it was freaking stressful. the stupid sensor thing in the middle not sensitive enough and the freaking teacher talked in chinese through out the whole presentation lah. after tat was the performance...only liked the hip hop and the silat one...the rest was BORING. the choir group was lip sync-ing again. they just sit there, smile and clap hands. hahaha
went back to rosyth after we got dismissed from school....I GET TO SEE ABIGAIL!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!! i miss her :( also saw a few other guys from 609 also. i used to be so much taller than them but now they are almost the same height....sobs. then went home a few hours later.
got teased by sherman again online. argh!! i will learn how to get use to it somehow :DD
i think tats all for today. weeeeeee.....

~~If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you call my name~~

4/2/08,5/2/08

2008-02-05T16:21:00.001+08:00

gonna blog bout yesterday.....

yesterday had psl investiture :DD so only stayed for history period
then went for the final rehearsal thing...i was the freaking usher. i hate it. have to stand at the side, do nth. the investiture went smoothly, i guess. but tat stupid miss chew, no patience one.
she jus walk off before i can usher her down. then make me run after her up on stage. wtf lah. embarrased myself. after everything finish, went back to class...had one period of pw and ls.
miss sae put jodee in my group lah. bloody shit. hafizah went into another group..sob. i told anna this>>> "i'm supposed to walk wif her you noe? then she go run away" then she started laughing crazily. hahaha tat sherman go and start a bloody rumour saying i like isaac....like WTF lah
pple who thinks straight will noe tat i dont like him lor.so random, anyhow say one
hahaha
and i should have went home with anna :'( damn it. for reasons i wont say. and i got bloody locked out of the house again. i literally slept outside while waiting for my maid to come. hahaha for about 45 mins

TODAY....

MY MUM FINALLY GAVE ME THE HOUSE KEYS. i wont get locked out of the house anymore...maybe i will if i forgot to bring them. YAY!
first period was malay....got back our test papers...I FINALLY PASSED PAPER 2 its like so shocking and unexpected. then it was pe...do javelin throwing again...after tat was english...
cant rmb wad we did. recess. then maths...went through corrections. and i failed maths. like WTF lah. for the very first time in my life. i dont wanna start now. and sherman said tat skinny jeans are bad for ur balls HAHAHA. laguhed like nvr laughed before. then got history test. it was ok lah, i guess. then science. got maths test after school....i think i did quite ok
i rmb how to do one qn right after i passed up the paper. haha luckily its only one mark
OHH and i bloody got nominated for tat stupid voices and visions...me jeremy, anna and elaine are gonna write the exact same thing. hahaha i dont wanna do it lah
fish paste
i think tats about all :DD

~~-If I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name-~~

31/01/08

2008-01-31T19:15:00.001+08:00

enrichment was damn fun lah....can like finally relax, take pictures of random stuffs
i wanna do it again. AND ELAINE?!?!?! send me all of the pics i took :DDD
im not gonna say anything about the other periods cos i forgot wad happened
hehehe

OHH and rehearsal i had to be mr razali and miss chew......and u dont know how many mega-sweaty hands i have to touch sia
like wad the fish lah....so gross....no offence to those pple BUT its so errr
sends shivers down my spine HAHAHA

~~-If I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name-~~

21/1/08

2008-01-21T19:21:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHH i got bloody locked out of the house again
for almost ONE HOUR. i had nth better to do....
so i slept....like some kind of begger
OHH where did my keys went to????
i have a feeling im gonna be locked out again
and school was ok, i guess
not gonna talk about it cos im lazy
:DDD
tata

14/1/08

2008-01-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

today was an okay day,i guess. first period was history, did 4 pages of the wb. anna, jinfa,hafizah,jess and me did the practice together. jinfa,anna and me all copy each others work. hahaha. went to the lab for science. me, jess , anna and erhhhhh noven -.- share a table. anna said that noven talks to himself. hahaha, weird. after science was ermmm assembly. pe and recess swapped. we got the upper sec recess. felt so small among all of them. hahaha. pw was fun. we had to make a group name, logo and motto. me, anna, jess and hafizah jus sit there and think. hahaha came up with all sorts of weird weird name. one was with our sirnames......joseph lee lau tan, joseph tan lau lee, joseph lau tan lee lots more. just jumble up the lau, tan and lee. but we end up using A2JH. miss seh(sp?) talked to us about sumthing, anna tot she said "fucking get out" HAHAHA. lifeskills was a drag. most of the class didnt bring the file. then she went on with her wonderfull grandma stories. after school, we went to find miss haiza and miss kang. didnt know how to call the teachers out. i asked andy and he said jus go in and shout the teacher's name LOL!!. cant join any cca at the moment until miss kang talk to us again. freedom for awhile. OHH and i got locked out of the house again for 45 minutes. i just sit outside the house, staring at the two tortoises like a pathetic soul. dont know how many times already lah, kena locked out of the house.

~~speechless whenever i see you. even a simple hello would not come out from my mouth.~~

fuck lah

2008-01-08T16:37:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHH!!!!!!! air rifle just had to close down. now have to choose another cca. the stupid school have to little cca. dont know wad to join lah.
now is like back to choosing whether or not to stay in psl all over again.
well at least psl is noot a problem now, happy with it
dont wanna make choices which i may regret later on.

LOL

2007-12-11T19:01:00.001+08:00

OK.... my blog is officially dead
nth much ever happens during the holidays
school is starting in a few weeks time
hmwk is still yet to be finished
AND

today i went to the dentist
almost got lost cos i have never taken a bus there before
it was just a five minutes check up -.-'''
the dentist said....
THAT IM GONNA TAKE MY BRACES OUT SOON
in february
cant wait but then i'll have to wear a retainer
:DDDD

2007-11-27T07:34:00.001+08:00

all you ever do is complain like the sky is falling over little things....
have you ever thought of what im going through??

i wanna quit

2007-11-12T11:52:00.001+08:00

ok it has been a loooooooong time seens i last blogged..... its just cos nth much will ever happen during the holidays. just came back from malaysia last night. went to Genting for one day then went back down to KL, has been years seen i last went there. and it was cold there. how i wish singapore is as cold. did more shopping, laze around in the hotel room. still coughing just as bad.
i think i have to go for the farewell party planning some day soon. the party is just next monday.
so fast. i dont want to go. wanna quit psl. lost all interest in it. just went for the camp to have a feeling of wat psl is. my mum doesnt want me to quit. i dont even think miss lim will allow me to leave. and i bloody wrote that i wanna try being a psl in the camp booklet. damn it lah. have to start on holiday assignments soon.

d&t

2007-11-01T15:46:00.001+08:00

didnt blog for days....not in the mood to blog
had tat damn D&T workshop thing....teach primary six pupils d&t stuff
it was zhong hua for today and yesterday. only had the most fun during the second session yesterday. the pupils were all damn enthu lah not like the others. mr tan was really UNREASONABLE. scolding us for being behind time was ok lah. then he scold us AGAIN for being ahead of time. so wad lah. we only had one mould and the other team had more of course we slower lah. at least 2day was ok. we were still realy ahead of time. stalled the time as long as we can. SOMEBODY literally jus took over anna's and my job. fcuk lah. such a snob. we complained to mr tan. and he straight away went to talk to them. we quickly ran away. hahaha. wonder how it will be like next week. hahaha. maybe jus glare at each other or start a fight. i'll jus walk away if they start a fight. no point bringing it up again. hopefully she learnt her lesson. think she who sia. we were damn pissed lah. jus stand there like morons watching her doing OUR job.

i think that's all for today.....

camp...

2007-10-26T18:47:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!! FINALLY IM BACK FROM CAMP!!!! missed my bed. hahaha. camp was fun but tiring. on wednesday went to school and left for aloha loyang. played a few mass games. cant remember much. haha got stm. cheers, cheers and more cheers. rhytha and andy are such sweet couples. they keep choosing each other when playing merry-go-round. HAHA. the food was sooooo delicious -.- NOT. only enjoyed the drinks, that's it. 9 pple squeezed into one tiny room. slept on the bed for the first night. thursday morning was the WORST morning i ever had in my life. we did pt. push ups and sit ups all on stony grounds. WTH lah. damn pain lah. after that we did 2 rounds of duck walk around 4 trees which are seriously far apart. can die lah. the seniors jus stood there and watch us suffer. telling us not to complain and other shit if not we do some more. emphathy much. played more games, cheers and everything else. went to the beach for more games. i got sun burn. after that played a game which we had to throw water bombs at other group flags and see which flag got smudged the most. went to bathe, had more games after that. slept on the floor that night. packed everything up. did more cheers. had breakfast then went back to school. my group won the best group award and talentime
competition.

ahhh....muscle cramps everywhere. mr lee shoo-ed us away from the class. wth. got back report books and more holiday assignments. miss toh came in and started shouting at us for no reason. want to know if we got our assignments still must shout meh. pple jus came back from camp and want to relax also cannot arh. we had to do the mass walk and carry our super LIGHT bags all the way to the holding site. can die lah. we had to walk one whole round jus to get to the gate. the school is seriously huge. when reach there, just assemble, sing school song then go home. never show us around. came all the way there with heavy bags just for that. nice.

reached home after awhile. rest. bathe. use com. then played back Live the Dream. felt that victor sang really good. hahaha. watched the results. AHHH got click five. empty is damn nice. then they sang jenny, the finalist came in and completely DESTROYED the whole song. they all shout the song anyhow one. from the looks of kyle's face, can tell that he was disgusted. LOL.

boring day....

2007-10-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

so sad lah today no school
so bored at home...
woke up at 9....could have slept later but bcos my older bro's frens came
one of them look like tian boon HAHAHA......he kept on eating the pineapple tarts
i think he finished it hahaha.....he drank non-stop......he really knows the meaning of "make urself feel at home". after drinking and eating like never did before, he slept -.-'''.
they hogged the com for the whole morning. i cant do anything except looking at my maid ironing clothes. LOL. almost fell asleep. told anna tat its amazing how heat makes clothes straight. hahahaha. of course its sarcasm.

i used the com after they went back to school. a stupid wasp keep on invading the room. ran out of the room screaming. hahahaha. it was like right in front of my face. i closed the windows. my younger brother came back from school. i couldnt find the keys. so he was locked out. hahaha.
wainee asked me if i could go to rayson's bbq. not sure if i can....see who going first. need to ask my mom first. anna cannot go :'( AHH!!!.

OHH YEAH!!! 2moro camp.....AHHH so fast. not in the campy mood. still half way packing. finding for a inflateable pillow hahaha. try to reach school earlier. my sore throat is cured. WOOHOO!!! hopefully at the campsite can hog the bed hehehe

i think tats about it for today :DD......

22/10/07

2007-10-22T14:31:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i got inconsolable!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! thanks elaine and anna!!!!!!!!

ok......
on saturday some bloody bastard smoked in front of my face.....stupid ass. in the afternoon went for jalan raya again until midnight...such a bore. on sunday went to malaysia to jalan raya.
i just feel asleep while my parents were talking to my cousins.

TODAY.....
nth much happened....checked our marks....went for malay, cleared the room.....science, watched another video....assembly, cant remember wad we did....recess.....art,collect back our MASTER piece....after tat played uno with anna and gang while others watched mr bean....sherman didnt know how to play uno and took a whole deck haha. then dont have english. YAY! played 4 pple stress..... until dismissal

nth much happened to day

two more days till camp. gonna start packing soon. 2moro no school. what a drag. must find something fun to do

....

2007-10-19T19:09:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE INCONSOLABLE!!!!!!!!!!!
ok tat isnt necessary...hahaha but its such a nice song. nvm about tat

today was a boring day....
during science jus watch a video. stupid sound system. we all at the back eating.hehehe.
maths first period.....such a bore....continued with paper 2 corrections. then went for recess, saw shawn ransacking noven's bag, broke his electronic calculator. then went to eat. after tat came back saw noven and shawn fighting. as usual, nothing new about that. mr ng the 90 degress bowing teacher came to the rescue -.-'''. then maths again took everything down from the notice boards....it looks damm bare now haha. sherman wiped my table with dirty water. damn him.
then watched mr bean. sian lah. then it was lit. got back our paper. i did okay-ly well. then smita and me played stress. mdm komathi threatened us tat she will minus off 2 marks... stupid lah. smita, thanks for the back-up. but it was my fault too. english was next....went through summary again. she go and dismiss us one by one cos we were making to much noise. anna was one of the first. msm leck said "anna, u have behaved well today, u can go off" hahaha. then she laughed outside....stupid mdm leck said "anna, take ur laughter somewhere else" hahaha

went to the canteen...eat...talk for awhile...then went up to the library...waited for smita and hafizah. clara and me talked about hair. HAHA. she was scared tat she will pengsan. anna borrowed uno cards from jodee, played until 3.15 plus. went down for air rifle. end up dont have. mr leong said the pple who hold the keys were not in school. sian. continue playing uno with kristen. we all getting bored of the game haha after the game ended we went home.

i ate chocolate. and now my throat is killing me. got sore throat. later gonna jalan raya with arynah and family around the neighbourhood. dont feel like going.

ok i think tats about it...... father calling me to eat already

another day passed..

2007-10-18T16:35:00.001+08:00

just another typical day.......
sherman called me a gundu and gemuk babi.....damn him. then i called him puspa..... he just stare at me blankly HAHAHA. got back history section D & E.....not tat good but at least i reached my target. just right on the dot. hahaha after going through the paper, we watched dead silence. stupid lah i had to leave in the middle of the show for malay. OHH YEAH....i almost forgot....jodee was shivering like some spastic woman. laughed my head off but nobody saw...so wasted anna should have seen it. have to do jejak buku again. damn it. after recess, was english. got back paper 2. the results was average. could have gotten more. i think only left with lit paper. then during lit period we did some stupid shitty poem. watched "cats&dogs" during pw and cme period. sherman was like trying to cough out a fur ball. HAHAHA. after school went for tat d&t thingy. anna and me chose to be the refreshment servers. HAHA. the easiest job there is. so bcos of tat we dont have to go for the other meeting 2moro. weeeee. so can go for air rifle!!!!
i think tats about it....not in the mood to write more

-everything is clear to me now.....but the truth hurts.....-

what a day...

2007-10-17T15:20:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! finally my wonderful precious super lag com is back :DD hahaha
couldnt blog or chat for a few days...... i was damn bored lah. just watch tv for the whole day
ohh yar its now hari raya. went to my couzies house on sunday. went to my grandmother's house......slack, watch tv, jus wait for other pple to come......damn boring sia. then when pple come i jus anti-social until they go home....im not close to them AT ALL.

OHH, i got back science paper last friday....... didnt expect to get that high. got 85/100
YAY!!! A1 BUT today got back malay and maths...... damn suckish sia. malay paper 2 failed as usual.
but i think overall pass.... no matter how hard i try i will still fail paper 2 by a few sickening marks.
i expeted to get A1 for maths but got B3 instead ARGH!!!. stupid lah all careless mistakes one.
ohh yeah almost forgot about history...... it was suckish also 29/40 but the long questions one will definitely pull me down. most of them i write crap....
one more week to psl camp. dont feel like going...hehehe

anyways.....kanina means awhile ago in phillipines HAHAHAHA

what a suckish day...

2007-10-11T12:00:00.001+08:00

just created a blog. its so freaking hard and confusing.. hahaha.... so i asked anna do for me.hehe

THANKS A LOT!!!! i really dunno wad to do lah. so, today was MATHS. it was damn suckish cos of tat two stupid questions..... left with one more paper to go...maths paper 2. hope it wont be too hard....ANYWAYS....the slightly more important thing is.....LEFT WITH ONE MORE DAY OF FASTING.....WOOOO. ok, so yeah i cant wait. miss toh didnt come today :DD

damn pissed with miss toh for sacking clara from the psl board....first smita now her. ARGH!!!!
like sacking spree like tat. nth better to do then to sack pple over small matters. the other time, during assembly the teacher said tat we dont have to qualify for all of the points lor.
im gonna feel lonely without clara. :'(

WHAT A SUCKISH DAY